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Como me haces Sentir

  • Aug. 19th, 2008 at 10:44 AM
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Como me haces Sentir

Tu parada frente a mí,

Seduciéndome, mirándome,

Estando solo junto a ti,

Ahí solo para estar amándote,

Desde las veces que te vi,

Hasta cuando voy imaginándote,

Lentamente acercándonos,

Tu mirada me penetra

El corazón bien hondo,

Donde mi amor se cetra,

Pero sigo mirando tus ojos

Donde el alma no mienta,

Y te acaricio en un tono.

 

Mi vida está en un hueco,

Un vacio sin fin, sin aire,

Un lugar que no toco suelo,

El aire se me va al amarte,

Quiero quedarme sin el cielo,

Y quedarme sin los martes,

Si es para poder estar contigo

Sacrifico hasta mi vida

Y si no es suficiente, yo sigo

Sigo con todas mis risas,

Sin ti, no se como yo vivo,

Quiero que seas diariamente mi misa.

What be your nerd Type?

  • Jul. 17th, 2008 at 12:48 AM
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What Be Your Nerd Type?
Your Result: Gamer/Computer Nerd
 

You enjoy the visual stimulants of a video game, chatting on AIM, or reading online comics. Most of these types of nerds are considered dirty who lack hygeine, of course they always end up being the ones who make a crapload of money. And don't worry, that's just a stereotype; I'm not calling you dirty. ^_~

Musician
 
Science/Math Nerd
 
Anime Nerd
 
Drama Nerd
 
Social Nerd
 
Literature Nerd
 
Artistic Nerd
 
What Be Your Nerd Type?
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 Rebirth: The mission to live

Chapter 1 – The Beginning, Part 5

 

                After tears of sorrow, something went terribly wrong in this operation, the self destruct sequence had already started.

 

The fight did not end, nor it had been started for that matter, this had rapidly become more important than it was before. “We still haven’t closed the valves, what are they doing?” said Tohyar to Bob, but by the looks of Bob’s face, he was pale, as if had heard something he did not want to hear. Bob looked at Tohyar saying “What? They planned on killing us in this mission?” without understanding what he said, she rushed towards him, grabbed him by his shirt and pulled him into the air demanding an explanation, but all Bob could say was “Why only destroy the plant, when we can use it as a tool to destroy all the enemy’s base”. Tohyar let go of Bob, nothing can stop the sequence, it was just a matter of time before the whole facility blew, and everyone felt as if the very gates of hell where to be opened. One after the other, escaping, the scientists, engineers and even the guards where running out of the research lab. The dragons had followed orders, it was an order of absolute judgment from the “Higher Ups” it was also for the better good for their country.

 

The dragons had gathered, but it was not the time to question the actions of the self destruction, they had to evacuate as soon as possible, but it was roughly one minute left, and nowhere to hide. The hacker had searched the blueprints of the buildings, and found that some had reinforced steel basements for this kind of situation. They ran to the nearest one available, but unfortunately, it was locked from the inside, there where people inside, they did not want to open the door in fear they would be harmed by the facility’s self destruction. It was helpless, luck wasn’t with them, they had been sent there, simply as to complete a suicidal mission, it was a mission any one would pass, but because of that, they where never told.

 

The sequence was reaching its climax, there was no hope. Ramian did the only thing he could think of, he ran towards the end of the corridor while the others stayed behind beside the steel door. He rapidly closed the door shut; when the sequenced hit zero an earthquake occurred, an earthquake so powerful, that all fell from the lack of balance. The facility released an explosion of orange clouds of toxic, all those who where caught by it, had disintegrated, nothing was left behind; the cloud reached and disintegrated everything besides building in a two kilometer radius, then reached the skies, engulfing the clouds and denying the pass of even the slightest ray of light. Earthquakes where happening constantly, cracking the earth and reaching every corner of it, not even one person in the world could not feel them; the seas that where divided by earth, overflowed and drowned millions. Seconds later, the facility released one more surprise; an explosion of electromagnetic waves that carried with them gamma rays was released throughout the world, causing all toxic plants to erupt.

 

First to suffer from these waves, was Ramian, who held the doors tight, so that he could at least receive everything and his sister would be saved. In just seconds, Ramian fell, without moving, following him to the floor where Tohyar and the other five dragons.

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Rebirth: The mission to live

Chapter 1 – The Beginning, Part 4

 

                Standing face-to-face, remembering the past, Tohyar was filled with rage over Ramian’s treason in that remote place.

 

Main Research Lab for Self Powered Energy -Tokyo, Japan – January 24, 2311 ad

 

                Two dragons where stationed outside as external backup for the others, one was a powered silenced sniper, stationed at the most upper floor of the building next to the research lab, about 200 meters of distance. Another was a hacker who opened the doors of the facility for the other dragons and hack the surveillance cameras as if no one where there.

 

                Other two dragons, an engineer with excellent weapon maneuver and the other was a thief, of sorts, where heading for the research lab’s main system control panels and secure the area and be in stand by until further notice. The main objective was to start the lab’s self destruct program, while the other team would release the pressure valves so that the detonation wouldn’t cause an unwanted turn of events with the waste it uses as fuel, but there was one problem, Ramian.

 

                “I knew you’d come” said Ramian while Tohyar smiled answering “I knew you’d wait”. The moment Tohyar was waiting for four long years, the moment she could finally get an answer for all her questions. She held her hand out, as a sign for Bob to back down, so she can return the favor in a fight, a one-on-one fight once again. Both brothers took out all their weapons, guns and knives alike, to fight again as they did in the camp base, but this time, it was different, both grew, one way or another, they grew. Slightly moving forward, both of them, one step at a time, while Bob was careful with a gun in hand if anyone would pass by while both of them where fighting; orders of the leader where absolute, and the wishes of a comrade dragon where respected.

 

                Before Tohyar was in any range of attacks, she stared at Ramian, asking why he killed all those chiefs, but Ramian kept quiet, no response meant that he had no excuse. Tohyar felt angry, and threw punches and side kicks, but Ramian avoided them, while Ramian throws some and Tohyar also avoids them with ease. They give a step back and Tohyar asks another question, why he joined the enemy forces, but still no answer from Ramian, which gave her more anger and threw faster punches, and Ramian was still able to evade them. But when she stepped back again, she started crying, she was braking down, she kneeled, her tears where falling down to the floor while she screamed “Why did you leave me alone?” those words alone, made Ramian lower his hands, and walked towards Tohyar, “I had no choice” he replied. Tears where falling, but decreased upon hearing Ramian’s reply made her doubt, made her neglect all that happened, but not completely, she must not be swayed by that, it could be a trap. Trap or no trap, time did not give Tohyar any moment to think, because uncalled and unexpected, Bob shouted “Orders where just given from the main generals” just as he said those words, the emergency self destruct sequence initiated.

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Thanks to Yesi-Chan for doing this after she read only 3 parts of the first chapter, she liked it a lot that she drew this...



definitely, this makes me really happy ^_^ I'm happy people like the story as it is now :D
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Rebirth: The mission to live

Chapter 1 – The Beginning, Part 3

 

                With Tohyar’s rage diminishing, Ramian has been piling up anger through the days after the fight between him and his beloved sister.

 

American Elite Soldier’s Base Camp – Nebraska, United States – August 17, 2306 ad

 

                “Have you noticed? He’s been more serious and coldhearted since the fight...” said the soldiers between themselves. Who could ignore it? It was all because of the other chiefs that he had to fight his own sister, where he thought he would let no harm come to his beloved sister, he was obliged to act as what he was trained to do, follow orders and discard all feelings, the part of himself he hated the most.

 

                The “Higher Ups” after weeks of thinking, came to a decision “All those who are a threat for our men, are an enemy of the government, and all enemies must be annihilated”. Although they had been told that Tohyar was no longer a threat, thanks to Ramian, the orders came from the doubt that it had completely worked and later said “What assures us that she would not come and betray us? A threat is better destroyed before it gets the chance to harm. Do as told; do not question our judgment, Soldier.” Chiefs could not do anything at the moment but glare at each other, truly they where a match for Tohyar, but if Ramian would find out, they feared what would happen to them. But not moments later, Ramian entered the Tent in which they all where, serious and viciously staring at the other chiefs, what they feared happened, Ramian was about to enter the Tent when he overheard the assignment details. “What are you going to do?” he said serious but threatening to the other chiefs. Backing down one by one, only one kept his footing, not backing down, confident as he was, he said he would accomplish the assignment. At those words, Ramian lost his rational thoughts and took out his Ka-Bar knife from his side pocket and stabbed it in the chief’s throat, killing him almost instantly. The other chiefs where in disbelief, the always “Coolheaded Chief Ramian” had killed one of his comrades without hesitation. After that, all the other chiefs took out their knives and fought, the fighting grew, and Ramian was outnumbered four against one. The trainees out of curiosity glared for an instant and later ran over, but could do nothing; they couldn’t, even if they tried, they would be cut down by the chiefs. One trainee went to get Tohyar desperately telling her to accompany him; her brother was slaughtering the other chiefs. When she got there, she saw all the chiefs dead, except two, Ramian and another chief screaming for mercy. Walking towards him, Ramian without any mercy stabbed the man in his chest, ceasing at that moment, the shout of mercy that he asked.

 

                Coming back to his senses, seeing all this blood around him, scared of what might have happened. He glares to his far side, seeing all the trainees and his sister, scared and backing down, afraid he would kill them too. With nothing to back what his intentions where, he nevertheless did kill them all, and will be considered a traitor, turned his back and walked to a hover car that was a few meters from him. While he was walking, he heard his sister shouting “Yes, go, you traitor, I never want to see you again” Those where the last words she ever said to him. Starting the hover car, and without any reaction whatsoever, he left, without any trace of where he went, until news of his alliance to Japan.

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Rebirth: The mission to live

Chapter 1 – The Beginning, Part 2

 

With Tohyar’s mission in front of her eyes, all she saw was her past and how her brother had betrayed her.

 

American Elite Soldier’s Base Camp – Nebraska, United States – June 30, 2306 ad

 

                One of the most remote places of America is the best place to train these elite soldiers, to become true leaders for American history. Ramian, a chief in position to train every single one of them, had his little sister, Tohyar, brought from the front line, section 35, as one of the best ever fighters in that area, which had been defending a port in the borders of Europe.

 

                Ramian was proud of his sister, but Tohyar was very greedy, she wanted more; she wanted to be stronger, stronger than any man could be, so that men would never look down on her. When fighting men, she was merciless; she fought them until not even a limb of them could move, her brother asked for the “Higher Ups” to send her to that camp, so that, maybe, if she would get stronger, her arrogance would disappear. It was not the case in this situation; she became more arrogant and even feared by the chiefs in the base camp. The only way to stop her continuous self-destruction was for her brother to fight her alone, and try to stop her madness.

 

                It was already 5 in the morning; they had all been ready for the chief of the day to come and train them, but something different had happened that morning, the chief who arrived called for Tohyar to go to the center of the camp, while the others did their own daily routine. While arriving at the center of the camp, there was a small ring with Ramian standing in it, not much after that, Tohyar understood what was happening and immediately took off every unnecessary clothes and equipment, it was a one-on-one fist fight. Soon after finishing preparations, she stepped in the ring, both with their naked fists and the morning sun shining from the horizontal. One who saw that scene would feel mesmerized by them staring each other, but the fight had not yet started. Once both had prepared their fighting pose, they waited, waited until the other’s eyes would shake for an instance, for it was an instance that would take for the tables to turn. None of them would wither, so both started to move closely towards each other for weaknesses in their stances, and when they stood not more that two feet, the true fight began.

 

                In the end, it was none other than Ramian who won without even getting the slightest injury, while Tohyar was lying in the ring with her face almost unidentifiable, having too many punches given to her, made her feel something she never felt before, utter defeat. Now, terrified of her brother, her arrogance diminished slowly, almost nonexistent, while Ramian grew angry of what happened. With the majority vote of the chiefs, he had to hurt the sister he loved so much, the sister he promised to protect while he was by her side. His eyes were completely different of how they used to be, the kind and loving brother and chief in command, Ramian, was lost, and could not be found.

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Rebirth: The mission to live

Chapter 1 – The Beginning, Part 1

 

                This world had been torn apart, burnt in agony and cut down by hatred; the world we once knew was lost forever.

 

Main Research Lab for Self Powered Energy -Tokyo, Japan – November 15, 2310 ad

 

Many have tried, none had succeeded, a plant that builds energy by itself and multiplies it without any unnecessary waste. Researchers from Japan found a way, using all the wasted waters, air and earth, taking each element apart, producing fuel for the engine threefold of what compressed gasoline gas could produce. “Things are looking ahead for a start” said the chief researcher “With this, we can stop the war; peace is before us” words of inspiration and honor given to all those who helped accomplish this miracle.

 

But with each new Godly Blessing given upon some, others find it convenient to have it for their own benefit, but because they could not steal the whole plant, they sought to destroy it. Tohyar, a woman who had been assigned as the commander of this mission, was respected and admired by her country, but never the less, feared by her enemies in the battlefield. She rose from the lower ranks with blood, tears and sweat, she was fearless when it comes to killing and unrivaled when it comes to helping her soldiers, she was perfect for this job.

 

Outskirts of Tokyo defense lines, Checkpoint 1 – Tokyo, Japan – January 24, 2311 ad

 

                Attempting to penetrate enemy walls, there lying in the muddy banks of the so called “Plant of Hope” waited Tohyar and her best soldiers for orders from above. While some prepared themselves, some prayed, and some even thought of how they wanted to kill their enemies, Tohyar had one thing in her view, her objective, the Main Research Lab, and one who she had sworn to kill, her brother, the one called as “Ramian, The Butcher” or “The Traitorous Demon”, who betrayed his country, and who betrayed his sister, Ramian.  Four years had passed since her brother had betrayed her, her and his country.

 

                Orders had been given by the commanders above to terminate the mission, and with this, the feared “Six Dragons” moved to finish this mission and restore peace. With their hi-tech camouflages, and their swift movements, they moved unnoticed by the enemies. They moved rapidly and so professionally that none had seen them pass through all those divisions towards the front building of the Research Lab. They had nothing to fear, they entered the back door of the building, they hacked the security systems and no one noticed them, except one man, one who stood in the center of the leading corridor, which led to the main research room; but in those corridors, only stood two dragons, Tohyar and the medic of the group, Bob, and in the other side of the corridor, Tohyar’s brother, Ramian.

 

With their eyes glaring at each others, Tohyar and Ramian could only but remember the past.

New news post :D

  • Apr. 13th, 2008 at 10:13 PM
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yep, finally decided on doing one, if it exists, sorry people... didn't see it... but, here you go...





do you like it? xDD

Hate this...

  • Apr. 8th, 2008 at 11:52 PM
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This is all a mess, today morning, my dad yelled at me because of the way I dress, saying I dress like a crazy person, I told him that wasn't a problem, because I dressed like that for over 3 to 4 years, and now is the day when he gave thought of how I dressed and started complaining, and so said my mother too, and now, I had a big discussion and a slight hand fight with my brother, because he thinks he deserves everything and hates it when people leave him to himself...

He was playing a video game, as always, and I told him that if I could play one before I went to sleep, he refused, I asked again, and he refused again, and so I said with a joking voice, go to "shit" (vete para la mierda) and he got pissed off and almost threw the controller at me, seriously, and I got pissed of too, and started yelling, Go on, throw it, throw it, and he got even more pissed off and he like pushed my shoulder hard as he got up to leave, and so I stood up, pointed him upwards with a threatening hand posture, saying, don't you dare touch me, and he grabbed my finger and almost broke it, and so I slipped it off and pushed him, when I was going to hit him, my sister got in the middle crying, and then he went to his room, shutting the door furiously...

I hate this... but it gives me thrills, as I sleep in the same room, he has to withstand me sleeping next to him, if he gets pissed, the better, I really don't care, if he leaves, good, if he leaves the house, really... better... I'm tired, I can't stand this life anymore, I'm searching another way out, where I don't need to talk to them, a way where if they need me, I'd tell them to go fuck themselves, I'm sick of this... college is my only temporarily vaccine, but in the mean time... lets make some people suffer, and to hell with all this...

Apr. 5th, 2008

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yes... after 4 days of struggling, well... after 4 days of learning how to play the damn game, I did it, I did my very own record, I finished the game in the test I put myself to do... 24x30 and 125 mines, behold:





next test... a 24x30 with 150 mines :D

Mar. 24th, 2008

  • 9:12 PM
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Today I received a present from Shi, thanks shi, as I told you before, I love it xDD jejej It even has my internet nickname :D Tastedterror with two ying yangs *se babea* I love it xDD thanks...

but a thank you gift from what?

Mar. 22nd, 2008

  • 10:35 PM
werewolf
I miss role playing T_T


Werewolf, Magic, Legado de Rudhart, hate to admit, ZZ, War of Gods, Renacimiento, the ones we had with herbert, I miss them all, I want to role play again, someone? T_T

"Which Tarot card are you?"

  • Mar. 2nd, 2008 at 10:53 PM
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You are Death


Change, Transformation, Alteration.


People fear this card, but if you want to change your life, this is one of the
best indicators for it. Whatever happens, life will be different. Yes, the Death card can signal a death in the right circumstances (a question about a very sick or old relative, for example), but unlike its dramatic presentation in the movies, the Death card is far more likely to signal transformation, passage, change. Scorpio, the sign of this card, has three forms: scorpion, serpent, eagle. The Death card indicates this transition from lower to higher to highest. This is a card of humility, and it may mean you have been brought low, but only so that you can then go higher than ever before. Death "humbles" all, but it also "exults." Always keep in mind that on this card of darkness there is featured a sunrise as well. You could be ready for a change.


What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Mar. 2nd, 2008

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Hello people... I'm posting after some time, yup, I am sorry for abandoning you, those who read my journal, that is xDD

I just wanted to give you an update to my life... and I really don't know how to start... which has always been my problem, how to start things, but in a way, I find it a problem of my personality, I think I have some kind of fear or something, when I start something new, I get my hopes too high, and life just goes and stands there, in front of it and pities it... sure, it could be some sort of exaggeration of mine, but hey, it's how I felt through all these years in college.

First of all... to follow with what I said, I think I'm afraid to start anything serious, as in a relationship or something, sure, there's a girl I might be interested in, and I know that in taking risks one can go on better in life, but what if those risks are unavoidable? I mean, if I like someone, that I might be afraid to have something with her with the thought of not being what she wanted in my mind, you know, when you doubt if you are or aren't worthy for that person? sure, it might be low esteem, but I never had any of the contrary... never had confidence in myself even if I had given advices of the same to others. I laugh and, in sorts, bully myself for this, was of a way, being a coward, someone who doesn't want to lose and only wants to gain, afraid that if in the intention of gaining, I lost what I inspired to have.

Sometimes I wonder... Am I alright having my mind, my personality and my conscience this fucked up? people have constantly asked me: "I never see you in a relationship or any of the same, why is that" and really, I don't know, it's not that I didn't want to be in a relationship, it's just that maybe, I'm not suited for relationships, maybe "A friend" is what people that often know me would see me, and it's not that I don't want any relationships, it's just that I don't want to end up like a miserable person or a mesmerized person, thinking only in relationships. And it's not that I want to be in a relationship either, cause I'm just tired of having my hopes held high and then dropped to the floor... that had been constantly my life in these past... 6 months? I'm just tired of everything, I'm not depressed, but I'm not happy, and I'm not in the middle either, I don't know how my situation is right now.

I made a vow, and I am currently doing it, and it is to feel good with myself, sure, I've always said that I love being fluffy, and I really do, but I want to change, seeing that I can change in someway, I want to give it a shot, to see if that can really change my life in some way... I'm really tired, tired of the same thing happening in my life, new people getting in my life, and sure, I love having more friends, but I think that I lack excitement, maybe?

Today I was so happy, I was so happy that I got a speeding ticket, sure, normally people would be mad, but I was happy, after 3 years I got my first ticket, but unfortunately, it was a bit too high, it was over $100, but even after that, the day was normal, got home, normal, everything... normal.

I'm pissed over no reason at all, I'm pissed at every reason, I'm always pissed even if I don't show it and even if I talk it through.

I think that I have been ignoring my own self all this time, being happy, helping other people and making them happy, sure, I love them, but I can't make other people without being happy myself, but this time, there is no ignoring my self, there is no peace for me to calm nor any sleep for me to dream.

I just wonder, God, was he always perfect? if he where, why? what's the reason for us not to be? perfection... I often wonder what that word means... physically, mentally, spiritually, does it exist? can perfection really exist? if it does, then what is a perfect thing? Love? surely any of you would answer Love as a perfection, but really, is that it? can love be perfect? even if you want something to seem perfect, sound perfect, feel perfect, it is only perfect withing our own mind's reach, but what with our neighbor's mind? can there be something perfect for everyone? something everyone in the world would accept? it that way, in this way of thinking, can I really say that there exist a perfect God? sure, I believe in a god, not like yours nor like the people you know, I see God as a representation of mine, not all powerful, not all seeing and not all forgiving. I don't pray, I don't swear, I don't worship, and as hell I don't kneel before any as an inferior, what would be the reason of having people kneeling before you? do you feel more powerful? more overly? more superior? If there is a god, then he is like us, not perfect and as fragile and inferior to us as we are to him.

Religion is not my kind of talk, I pity the people who have lost faith because of me, and I admire those who didn't. We humans are weak minded, we give in too easy when something we desire is granted to us, or when that something is taken away. But what I desire? I really don't know... If I would stop breathing, I won't feel bad, cause I don't have any desire to live, nor any desire to die, I don't feel like I have any unfinished business, although I know that there are people that want me still, at least, two, and I really don't want to make anyone suffer, nor make anyone cry, that's why I hide my face with this mask, hide my feelings and emotions. Either way, I'm not any way near the thought of suicide nor anything regarding that, I just want to know, "What meaning does my life have?" what is my purpose? what am I supposed to do?

Tomorrow, I start university again, I'm really thankful to Fr3aky_Girl for staying in the university, and I'm also thankful to her for taking a class of Photography, which I will be going as a listener for the whole trimester, and we are taking our friendship really well. My classes of this trimester are the same as the last but more advanced, so I need more time to study, which will be a bit difficult, since I'm applying for another job, and if I'm accepted, I will work from 10am-3pm in Wendy's and the rest of the day over there, till I get my permanent stay which I hope is 1 to 3 months.



In funny news:
There are currently 3 people that the only time they dream about me is by having sex with me... now, I know I'm not ugly and all but I'm not too hot, one of them is a 32 married woman, another is a 18 year old friend from college and another is a 17 year old girl I know, now, I asked them why, they don't know, now I asked my friend and she said she only dreamed of me twice and it was #1 a one on one sex and #2 and orgy sex with me being the main person... Now, I want answers people... Why the hell? did any of you have dreams with me NOT having sex? xDD

Feb. 21st, 2008

  • 4:14 PM
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1. What time is it:
4:15 pm

2. Name as it appears on your birth certificate:
José Antonio Bachour Chahine

3. Nickname:
bachu, bachour, chu, chewi & cabron

4. Parents names:
Therese & Hanna

5. Number of candles that appeared on your last birthday cake?:
2

6. Date that you regularly blow them out?:
November 2th

7. Pets:
black cat

8. Eye color:
Brown

9. Say something nice about the person who sent this 2 you:
Stolen from [info]lieyourtruth , happy birthday tomorrow.

10. Piercings:
none

11. Tattoos:
None

12. Bra size:
If I wore a bra, it would seem to be a C at max... maybe a rounded B xDD

13. Favorite color:
Dark Red

14. Hair Color:
Dark Brown

15. Hair Length:
3 inches

16. Favorite Food:
Subway's sweet onion chicken teriyaki

17. Shoe Size:
11 W

18. Height:
5'9"

19. Loved somebody so much it made you cry:
I'd reserve the answer to myself

20. Been in a car accident?
grrr... twice, one was fun, the other was... damn scary (the second one was scary as hell)

21. Tea Or Coffee:
Tea

22. Coke Cola Or Pepsi:
Coca Cola.

23. Favorite Movie:
I'd like to add an S to the end of movie... : "Robin Hood: Men in Tights", "Dracula: Dead and loving it", "Black Knight", "Last Samurai", "300", "V for Vendetta", "Kingdom of Heaven", "The Ron Clark Story", "Troy", I know I'm missing some... "12th warrior" erm... fuck it...

24. Favorite Holiday:
Halloween

25. Favorite day of the week?:
none, can't be sunday, the last day of work, cause monday is the first day of college, can't be thurseday, the last day of college, cause friday is the first day of work... I have no life T_T

26. Favorite word or phrase:
"Foh... que rico" xDDD in English it's "Ew... Tasty" xDD

27. Favorite toothpaste:
Colgate Total

28. Favorite Lemonade?:
Cristal Light

30. Favorite sport teams to watch?:
used to be Brazil on Soccer, but only when Ronaldo was there

31. Preferred type of ice cream:
Vanilla and Chocolate Twist

32. Favorite Muppet Character:
The "Mimimimiii" guy

33. Disney or Warner Bros.?:
Warner Bros.

34. Favorite fast food restaurant:
Taco Bell (screw you [info]lieyourtruth  xDD)

35. What color is your bedroom carpet?:
There's no carpet in my bedroom. Tiles. White with weird dots, looks like small cut rocks

36. How many times did you fail your drivers test?:
None

37. Who is the last person you got email from before this?:
let me see... ody... fuck I haven't talked to her in like 2 years o.O;

38. Have you ever been convicted of a crime?:
No

39. Which single store would you like to max your credit card in?:
Spencer's or Hot Topic

40. What do you do most often when you are bored?:
If I'm bored bored, sleep, if bored to do something, see some porn (I won't say internet cause you don't DO internet xDD)

41. Name the person that you are friends with that lives the farthest away:
Tarek Rizk, my best pal in elementary school, he left to Australia

42. Bedtime:
12-1am

43. Who will respond the quickest?:
I don't know.

44. Favorite all time TV show:
Family Guy

45. Fav fictional character:
Archer from Fate Stay Night

46. Fav one line of a song:
Wise men wonder while Strong men die

47. Who do you love:
literally, every friend I have

I'm dying

  • Feb. 5th, 2008 at 11:22 PM
Run!
I am literally dying...

I for once am studying my ass off in college, I expect to pass all the classes, and I expect to pass them well, but for this once that I truly am studying, no one believes me. Sure I slacked off a lot, but honestly, this trimester has been more of hell than anything. I study and study, and damn, there's not even one day I pass without studying like around 2 to 3 hours... I kinda like all the classes I'm currently taking, but they're one pain in the ass...

Computer Programing 1
Computer Programing 1 Lab
Physics 1
Physics 1 Lab
Calculus 3
Probability and Statistics

I really love those classes, but... love is a real bitch sometimes... Love gave me a beautiful present for Saint Valentine's weak,

Monday
Calculus' 3rd partial exam
Probability and Statistics' reporting take home test

Tuesday
Computer Programing 1/2 final exam project + Portfolio
Computer Programing 1/2 final exam written
Physics 4th partial exam

Wednesday
Computer Programing reporting 3rd project
Computer Programing Written exam
Calculus' final exam
Physics' Lab final exam
Probability and Statistics Final Exam

Thursday
Physics 1 Final Exam


jejej well, gotta go, going to start digging my grave for next week... cya

Jan. 27th, 2008

  • 9:57 PM
Run!
Porque a mi…

Si, soy insensible a veces, estupido y ciego, pero porque si tu sabes todo eso, me haces sentir tan mal...

Sabiendo que para mí, la amistad es algo sagrado, algo que no vacilo ni rechazo, tan fácil me dices que no me consideras tu amigo. Me rompes el corazón, aunque las lagrimas no quieran bajar, siento como si estoy llorando desde hacen horas. Si, repito, soy estupido y a veces ciego, se me olvida que eres fácil de lastimar, días, semanas, meses y años he tratado de que no te lastimara, y por algo tan simple de haber dicho “Quedo mal” fue lo que trajo las palabras “Tu no eres un amigo de verdad”... esas palabras que nunca pensé’ oír de tu boca, oírlo de alguien como tu, fue provocado por una reacción mía. Si, tienes razón en molestarte, pero una amistad que juramos que durara, que juramos llevarla hacia delante se termine con esas palabras, hace que me odie mas a mi, por no ser un amigo comprensible, que a ti, quien me rechazo como si nada. Quizás lloraste, demuestra que si fuimos amigos de verdad, quizás no, que demuestra lo poco que te importo, pero te digo una cosa, una amiga, no quisiera otra como tu en mi vida, eres mi hermana, mi compañera y mi vida, se que como tu, no habrá en esta vida, por eso no quisiera otra tu, si no tu como tal. Otra vez te digo, lo siento, se que no me explique’ bien, se que de un principio ni tenia que decírtelo, pero quería que mejoraras, que veas tus errores y mejores para el bien, pero tu lo tomaste como burla mas que como ayuda, por eso, te pido perdón por haberme reído y causarte esa desviación.

Se que quizás esto ni lo leas, pero como quiera lo escribo para quizás si llegas a leerlo, puedas entender mis propósitos, nunca quise molestarte, mucho menos humillarte, aunque como reacciones mías y unas cuantas bromas llegaron a ofenderte, gracias a eso, llegamos a crecer mas y nos ayudo a fortalecer un camino juntos. Discúlpame, te lo ruego, como un amigo, una persona y como un hermano...

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